{"id":1011,"date":"2026-01-03T21:08:45","date_gmt":"2026-01-03T21:08:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/epub-book.com\/download\/company-05-the-life-of-the-world-to-come-baker-kage\/"},"modified":"2026-01-03T21:08:45","modified_gmt":"2026-01-03T21:08:45","slug":"company-05-the-life-of-the-world-to-come-baker-kage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/epub-book.com\/download\/company-05-the-life-of-the-world-to-come-baker-kage\/","title":{"rendered":"Company 05 – The Life of the World to Come – Baker, Kage"},"content":{"rendered":"
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EXTRACT FROM THE JOURNAL OF THE BOTANIST MENDOZA<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
150,000 BCE (more or less)<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
Rain comes on the west wind, ice out of the blue north. The east wind brings hazes, smokes, the exhalation of the desert on the distant mainland; and hot winds come out of the south, across the wide ocean.<\/span><\/div>\n
The corn and tomatoes like the west wind. The tall corn gleams wet like cellophane, the tomato leaves pearl and bow down. The onions and garlic, on the other hand, get sullen and shreddy and threaten mold in the rain. Poor old cyborg with a few screws missing\u2014me\u2014sits watching them in fascination.<\/span><\/div>\n
When I find myself giving my vegetables personalities, it\u2019s a sign I\u2019ve been sitting here watching the rain too long. Or the bright ice. Or the hazes or the hot thin stripes of cloud. Accordingly then, I put on a coat or hat, depending on which way the wind is blowing, and walk out to have a look at the world.<\/span><\/div>\n
What I have of the world. When I rise, I can walk down the canyon to my brief stony beach to see if anything interesting has washed up there. Nothing ever has. Out on the rocks live sea lions, and they groan and howl so like old men that a mortal would be deceived. I ignore them.<\/span><\/div>\n
Or I can walk up the canyon and climb high narrow hills, through the ferny trees, until I stand on rimrock in the wind. I can look along the spine of my island in every direction. Ocean all around, the horizon vanishing in cloud. No ships ever, of course\u2014hominids haven\u2019t yet progressed beyond
\nclinging to floating logs, when they venture to sea at all.<\/span><\/div>\n
And I begin my day. Much to do: the planting or the harvest, all the greenhouse work, the tasks of replacing irrigation pipes and cleaning out trenches. A little work on projects of my own, maybe planing wood to replace such of my furniture as has fallen apart with age. I take a meal, if I remember to. I wander back down to the beach in the evening, to watch the little waves run up on the shore, and sometimes I forget to go home.<\/span><\/div>\n
One day a small resort town will be built on this stony beach, palm trees and yellow sand brought in on barges, to make a place as artificial as I am. The water will be full of excursion boats, painted bright. Out there where that big rock is, the one that looks like a sugarloaf, a great ballroom will stand. I would dearly love to go dancing there, if he were with me.<\/span><\/div>\n
Sometimes I torment myself by walking along and imagining the crescent of street lined with shops and caf\u00e9s, gracious hotels. I can almost see the mortal children with their ice cream. I can almost hear the music. I sit down where there will be a terrace someday, complete with little tables and striped umbrellas. Sometimes a waiter has materialized at my elbow, white napkin over his arm, deferentially leaning from the waist to offer me a cocktail. He\u2019s never really there, of course, nor will he ever be.<\/span><\/div>\n
But the other man will<\/span> be here, the one I see only in my dreams, or behind my eyes as I watch the quiet water in the long hours. I have waited for him, alone on this island, for three thousand years. I think.<\/span><\/div>\n
I\u2019m not certain, though, and this is the reason I have bound more paper into my book, vandalized another label printer cartridge, cut myself another pen: it may be that if I write things down I can keep track of the days. They have begun to float loose in an alarming way, like calendar leaves fluttering off the wall.<\/span><\/div>\n
I walked out this morning in the full expectation of thinning my tomato seedlings and\u2014imagine my stupefaction! Row upon row of big well-grown plants stretched away as far as the eye could see, heavy with scarlet fruit. Well-watered, weeded, cared for by someone. Me? I swear I can\u2019t recall, nor does my internal chronometer record any unusual forward
\nmovement; but something, my world or me, is slipping out of time\u2019s proper flow.<\/span><\/div>\n
What does it mean, such strangeness? Some slow deterioration of consciousness? Supposedly impossible in a perfectly designed immortal. But then, I\u2019m not quite mechanically sound, am I? I\u2019m a Crome generator, one of those aberrant creatures the mortals call psychic, or second-sighted<\/span> . I\u2019m the only one on whom the Company ever conferred immortality, and I\u2019ll bet they\u2019re sorry now.<\/span><\/div>\n
Not that they meant to do it, of course. Somebody made a mistake when I was being evaluated for the honor of eternal service, didn\u2019t catch the latent flaw, and here I am like a stain in permanent ink. No way to erase me. Though marooning me at this station has undoubtedly solved a few problems for them.<\/span><\/div>\n
Yet my prison is actually a very nice place, quite the sort of spot I\u2019d choose to live, if I\u2019d ever had a choice: utterly isolated, beautifully green, silent in all its valleys and looming mountains, even the sea hushed where it breaks and jumps up white on the windward cliffs.<\/span><\/div>\n
Only one time was there ever noise, terrible sounds that echoed off the mountains. I hid indoors all that day, paced with my hands over my ears, hummed to myself to shut out the tumult. At least it was over in a few hours. I have never yet ventured back over into Silver Canyon to see if the little people there are all dead. I knew what would happen to them when I sent that signal, alerting Dr. Zeus to their presence. Were they refugees from Company persecution? Did I betray them? Well\u2014more blood on my soul. I was only following orders, of course.<\/span><\/div>\n
(Which is another reason I don\u2019t mind being an old field slave here, you see. Where else should I be? I\u2019ve been responsible for the deaths of seven mortal men and unknown numbers of whatever those little pale things were.)<\/span><\/div>\n
What the eyes can\u2019t see, the heart doesn\u2019t grieve over, isn\u2019t that what they say? And no eyes can see me here, that\u2019s for sure, if I generate the blue radiation that accompanies a fit of visions, or do some other scary and supposedly impossible thing like move through time spontaneously. I am far too dangerous to be allowed to run around loose, I know. Am I
\nactually a defective<\/span>? Will my fabulous cyborg super-intelligence begin to wane? It might be rather nice, creeping oblivion. Perhaps even death will become possible. But the Company has opted to hide me rather than study me, so there\u2019s no way to tell.<\/span><\/div>\n
I have done well, for a cast-off broken tool. Arriving, I crawled from my transport box with just about nothing but the prison uniform I wore. Now I have a comfortable if somewhat amateurish house I built myself, over long years, with a kitchen of which I am particularly proud. The fireplace draws nicely, and the little sink is supplied by a hand pump drawing on the well I drilled. I have a tin tub in my back garden, in which I bathe. Filled before midday heat rises, the water is reasonably warm by nightfall, and serves to water the lawn afterward. So very tidy, this life I\u2019ve built.<\/span><\/div>\n
Do I lack for food and drink? No indeed. I grow nearly everything I consume. About all I receive from the Company anymore are its shipments of Proteus brand synthetic protein.<\/span><\/div>\n
(Lately the Proteus only seems to come in the assortment packs, four flavors: Breakfast Bounty, Delicate and Savory, Hearty Fare, and Marina. The first two resemble pork and\/or chicken or veal, and are comparatively inoffensive. I quite like Hearty Fare. It makes the best damned tamale filling I\u2019ve ever found. Marina, on the other hand, is an unfortunate attempt to simulate seafood. It goes straight into my compost heap, where it most alarmingly fails to decompose. There has been no response to my requests for a change, but this is a prison, after all.)<\/span><\/div>\n
Have I written that before, about the Proteus? I have a profound sense of d\u00e9j\u00e0 vu reading it over, and paused just now to thumb back through the book to see if I was duplicating a previous entry. No. Nothing in the first part, about England, and nothing in the afterword I wrote on my trial transcript. More of this slipping time business. Nothing has again been so bad as that day I paused in weeding to wipe my sweating face and looked up to see the row just cleared full of weeds again, and the corn a full foot taller than it had been a moment before. But nothing else out of whack! No sign of dust or cobwebs in my house, no conflicting chronometers.<\/span><\/div>\n
Yes, I really must try to anchor myself here and now. It may be a bit late for mental health, but at least I might keep from sinking into the rock of this island, buried under centuries, preserved like a fossil in a strata of unopened Proteus Marina packets. I suppose it wouldn\u2019t have come to this pass if I\u2019d seen another living soul in three thousand years who wasn\u2019t a dream or a hallucination.<\/span><\/div>\n
If only he\u2019d come for me.<\/span><\/div>\n



I don\u2019t know if I should write about him. The last time I did that I was depressed for years, roamed this island in restless misery end to end. Not a good thing to summon up a ghost when you\u2019re all alone, especially when you\u2019d sell your soul\u2014if you had one\u2014to join him in his long grave. But then, perhaps misery is what\u2019s needed to fasten me securely to the world. Perhaps this curiously painless existence is the problem.<\/span><\/div>\n
If I look across the table I can see him standing there, as I saw him first in England in 1554: a tall mortal in the black robe of a scholar, staring at me in cold and arrogant dislike. We weren\u2019t enemies long. I was very young and so fascinated by the mortal\u2019s voice, and his fine big hands \u2026 I wake at night sometimes, convinced I can feel his mortal flesh at my side, hot as the fire in which he was martyred.<\/span><\/div>\n
So I look away: but there he is in the doorway, just as he stood in the doorway of the stagecoach inn in the Cahuenga Pass, when he walked back into my life in 1863. He was smiling then, a Victorian gentleman in a tall hat, smooth and subtle to conceal his deadly business. If he\u2019d succeeded in what he\u2019d been sent from England to do, the history of nations would have been drastically different. I was only an incidental encounter that time, entering late at the last act in his life; but I held him as he lay dying, and I avenged his death.<\/span><\/div>\n
Barbaric phrase, avenged his death<\/span>. I was educated to be above such mortal nonsense, yet what I did was more than barbaric. I don\u2019t remember tearing six American Pinkerton agents limb from limb, but it appears I did just that, after they\u2019d emptied their guns into my lover.<\/span><\/div>\n
But when he lay there with blood all over his once-immaculate clothes, my poor secret agent man, he agreed to come back for me. He knew something I didn\u2019t, and if he\u2019d lived for even thirty more seconds he might have let me in on the secret.<\/span><\/div>\n
I really should ponder the mystery, but now that I\u2019ve summoned my ghost again all I can think of is the lost grace of his body. I should have let well enough alone. The dreams will probably begin again now. I am impaled on his memory like an insect on a pin. Or some other metaphor \u2026<\/span><\/div>\n



I\u2019ve spent the last few days damning myself for an idiot, when I haven\u2019t been crying uncontrollably. I am so tired of being a tragic teenager in love, especially after having been one for over thirty centuries. I think I\u2019ll damn someone else for a change.<\/span><\/div>\n
How about Dr. Zeus Incorporated, who made me the thing I am? Here\u2019s the history: the Company began as a cabal of adventurers and investors who found somebody else\u2019s highly advanced technology. They stole it, used it to develop yet more advanced technology (keeping all this a secret from the public, of course), and became very very wealthy.<\/span><\/div>\n
Of course, once they had all the money they needed, they must have more; so they developed a way to travel into the past and loot lost riches, and came up with dodgy ways to convey them into the future, to be sold at fabulous profits.<\/span><\/div>\n
Along the way, they developed a process for human immortality.<\/span><\/div>\n
The only problem with it was, once they\u2019d taken a human child and put it through the painful years of transformation, what emerged at the end wasn\u2019t a human adult but a cyborg,<\/span> an inconveniently deathless thing most mortals wouldn\u2019t want to dine at one table with. But that\u2019s all right: cyborgs make a useful workforce to loot the past. And how can we rebel against our service, or even complain? After all, Dr. Zeus saved us from death.<\/span><\/div>\n
I myself was dying in the dungeons of the Spanish Inquisition when I was rescued by a fast-talking operative named Joseph, damn his immortal soul. Well, little girl, what\u2019ll it
\nbe? Stay here and be burned to death, or come work for a kindly doctor who\u2019ll give you eternal life? Of course, if you\u2019d rather die \u2026<\/span><\/div>\n
I was four years old.<\/span><\/div>\n
The joke is, of course, that at this precise moment in time none of it\u2019s even happened yet. This station exists in 150,000 BCE, millennia before Joseph\u2019s even born, to say nothing of everyone else I ever knew, including me.<\/span><\/div>\n
Paradox? If you view time as a linear flow, certainly. Not, however, if you finally pay attention to the ancients and regard time (not eternity) as a serpent biting its own tail, or perhaps a spiral. Wherever you are, the surface on which you stand appears<\/span> to be flat, to stretch away straight behind you and before you. As I understand temporal physics, in reality it curves around on itself, like the coiled mainspring in a clock\u2019s heart. You can cross from one point of the coil to another rather than plod endlessly forward, if you know how. I was sent straight here from 1863. If I were ever reprieved I could resume life in 1863 just where I left it, three thousand years older than the day I departed.<\/span><\/div>\n
Could I go forward beyond that, skip ahead to 1963 or 2063? We were always told that was impossible; but here again the Company has been caught out in a lie. I did go forward, on one memorable occasion. I got a lungful of foul air and a brief look at the future I\u2019d been promised all my immortal life. It wasn\u2019t a pleasant place at all.<\/span><\/div>\n
Either Dr. Zeus doesn\u2019t know how to go forward in time, or knows how and has kept the information from its immortal slaves, lest we learn the truth about the wonderful world of the twenty-fourth century. Even if I were to tell the others what I know, though, I doubt there\u2019d be any grand rebellion. What point is there to our immortal lives but the work?<\/span><\/div>\n
Undeniably the best work in the world to be doing, too, rescuing things from destruction. Lost works by lost masters, paintings and films and statues that no longer exist (except that they secretly do, secured away in some Company warehouse). Hours before the fires start, the bombs fall, doomed libraries swarm with immortal operatives, emptying them like ants looting a sugar bowl. Living things saved from extinction by Dr. Zeus\u2019s immortals, on hand to collect them for
\nits ark. I myself have saved rare plants, the only known source of cures for mortal diseases.<\/span><\/div>\n
More impressive still: somewhere there are massive freezer banks, row upon row of silver tubes containing DNA from races of men that no longer walk the earth, sperm and ova and frozen embryos, posterity on ice to save a dwindling gene pool.<\/span><\/div>\n
Beside such work, does it really matter if there is mounting evidence, as we plod on toward the twenty-fourth century, that our masters have some plan to deny us our share of what we\u2019ve gathered for them up there?<\/span><\/div>\n
I wear, above the Company logo on all my clothing, an emblem: a clock face without hands. I\u2019ve heard about this symbol, in dark whispers, all my life. When I was sent to this station I was informed it\u2019s the badge of my penal servitude, but the rumor among immortals has always been that it\u2019s the sign we\u2019ll all be forced to wear when we do finally reach the future, so our mortal masters can tell us from actual persons. Or worse \u2026<\/span><\/div>\n
I was exiled to this hole in the past for a crime, but there are others of us who have disappeared without a trace, innocent of anything worse than complaining too loudly. Have they been shuffled out of the deck of time as I have been, like a card thrown under the table? It seems likely. Sentenced to eternal hard labor, denied any future to release them.<\/span><\/div>\n
What little contact we\u2019ve had with the mortals who actually live in the future doesn\u2019t inspire confidence, either: unappreciative of the treasures we bring them, afraid to venture from their rooms, unable to comprehend the art or literature of their ancestors. Rapaciously collecting Shakespeare\u2019s first folios but never opening them, because his plays are full of objectionable material and nobody can read anymore anyway. Locking Mozart sonatas in cabinets and never playing them, because Mozart had disgusting habits: he ate meat and drank alcohol. These same puritans are able, mind you, to order the massacre of those little pale people to loot their inventions.<\/span><\/div>\n
But what\u2019s condemnation from the likes of me, killer cyborg drudging along here in the Company\u2019s fields, growing occasional lettuce for rich fools who want to stay at a fine resort
\nwhen they time-travel? The Silence is coming for us all, one day, the unknown nemesis, and perhaps that will be justice enough. If only he comes for me before it does.<\/span><\/div>\n
He\u2019ll come again! He will. He\u2019ll break my chains. Once he stood bound to a stake and shouted for me to join him there, that the gate to paradise was standing open for us, that he wouldn\u2019t rest until I followed him. I didn\u2019t go; and he didn\u2019t rest, but found his way back to me against all reason three centuries later.<\/span><\/div>\n
He very nearly succeeded that time, for by then I\u2019d have followed him into any fire God ever lit. History intervened, though, and swatted us like a couple of insects. He went somewhere and I descended into this gentle hell, this other Eden that will one day bear the name of Avalon. He won\u2019t let me rest here, though. His will is too strong.<\/span><\/div>\n



Speak of the fall of Rome and it occurs!<\/span><\/div>\n
Or the fall of Dr. Zeus, for that matter.<\/span><\/div>\n
He has come again.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
And gone again, but alive this time! No more than a day and a night were given us, but he did not die<\/span>!<\/span><\/div>\n
I still can\u2019t quite believe this.<\/span><\/div>\n
He\u2019s shown me a future that isn\u2019t nearly as dark as the one I glimpsed. There is a point to all this, there is a reason to keep going, there is even\u2014unbelievably\u2014the remote possibility that \u2026 no, I\u2019m not even going to think about that. I won\u2019t look at that tiny bright window, so far up and far off, especially from the grave I\u2019ve dug myself.<\/span><\/div>\n
But what if we have broken the pattern at last?<\/span><\/div>\n
Must put this into some kind of perspective. Oh, I could live with seeing him once every three thousand years, if all our trysts went as sweetly as this one did. And it started so violently, too.<\/span><\/div>\n
Not that there was any forewarning that it would, mind you. Dull morning spent in peaceful labor in the greenhouse, tending my latest attempt at Mays mendozaii.<\/span> Sweaty two hours oiling the rollers on the shipping platform. Had set out for the high lake to dig some clay for firing when there came the roar of a time shuttle emerging from its transcendence field.<\/span><\/div>\n
It\u2019s something I hear fairly frequently, but only as a distant boom, a sound wave weak with traveling miles across the channel from Santa Cruz Island, where the Company\u2019s Day Six resort is located. However, this time the blast erupted practically over my head.<\/span><\/div>\n
I threw myself flat and rolled, looking up. There was a point of silver screaming away from me, coming down fast, leveling out above the channel, heading off toward the mainland. I got to my feet and stared, frowning, at its spiraled flight. This thing was out of control, surely! There was a faint golden puff as its gas vented and abruptly the shuttle had turned on its path, was coming back toward the station.<\/span><\/div>\n
I tensed, watching its trajectory, ready to run. Oh, dear, I thought, there were perhaps going to be dead twenty-fourth-century millionaires cluttering up my fields soon. I\u2019d have a lot of nasty work to do with body bags before the Company sent in a disaster team. Did I even have any body bags? Why would I have body bags? But there, the pilot seemed to have regained a certain amount of control. His shuttle wasn\u2019t spinning anymore and its speed was decreasing measurably, though he was still coming in on a course that would take him straight up Avalon Canyon. Oh, no; he was trying to land, swooping in low and cutting a swath through my fields. I cursed and ran down into the canyon, watching helplessly the ruination of my summer corn.<\/span><\/div>\n
There, at last the damned thing was skidding to a halt. Nobody was going to die, but there were doubtless several very frightened Future Kids puking their guts up inside that shuttle just now. I paused, grinning to myself. Did I really have to deal with this problem? Should I, in fact? Wasn\u2019t my very existence here a Company secret? Oughtn\u2019t I simply to stroll off in a discreet kind of way and let the luckless cyborg pilot deal with his terrified mortal passengers?<\/span><\/div>\n
But I began to run again anyway, sprinting toward the shuttle that was still sizzling with the charge of its journey.<\/span><\/div>\n
I circled it cautiously, scanning, and was astounded to note that there were no passengers on board. Stranger still, the lone pilot seemed to be a mortal man; and that, of course, was impossible. Only cyborgs can fly these things.<\/span><\/div>\n
But then, he hadn\u2019t been doing all that expert a job, had he?
\n<\/span><\/div>\n
So I came slowly around the nose of the shuttle, and it was exactly like that moment in The Wizard of Oz<\/span> when Dorothy, in black and white, moves so warily toward the door and looks across the threshold: then grainy reality shifts into Technicolor and she steps through, into that hushed and shocked moment full of cellophane flowers and the absolute unexpected.<\/span><\/div>\n
I looked through the window of the shuttle and saw a mortal man slumped forward in his seat restraints, staring vacantly out at me.<\/span><\/div>\n
Him, of course. Who else would it be?<\/span><\/div>\n
Tall as few mortals are, and such an interesting face: high, wide cheekbones flushed with good color, long broken nose, deep-set eyes with colorless lashes. Fair hair lank, pushed back from his forehead. Big rangy body clad in some sort of one-piece suit of black stuff, armored or sewn all over with overlapping scales of a gunmetal color. Around his neck he wore a collar of twisted golden metal, like a Celtic torque. The heroic effect was spoiled somewhat by the nosebleed he was presently having. He didn\u2019t seem to be noticing it, though. His color was draining away.<\/span><\/div>\n
Oh, dear. He was suffering from transcendence shock. Must do something about that immediately.<\/span><\/div>\n
The strangest calm had seized me, sure sign, I fear, that I really have gone a bit mad in this isolation. No cries from me of \u201cMy love! You have returned to me at last!\u201d or anything like that. I scanned him in a businesslike manner, realized that he was unconscious, and leaned forward to tap on the window to wake him up. Useless my trying to break out the window to pull him through. Shuttle windows don\u2019t break, ever.<\/span><\/div>\n
After a moment or two of this he turned his head to look blankly at me. No sign of recognition, of course. Goodness, I had no idea whence or from when he\u2019d come, had I? He might not even be English in this incarnation. I pulled a crate marker from my pocket and wrote on my hand DO YOU SPEAK CINEMA STANDARD? and held it up in his line of sight.<\/span><\/div>\n
His eyes flickered over the words. His brow wrinkled in confusion. I leaned close to the glass and shouted:<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou appear to require medical assistance! Do you need help getting out of there?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
That seemed to get through to him. He moved his head in an uncertain nod and fumbled with his seat restraints. The shuttle hatch popped open. He stood up, struck his head on the cabin ceiling and fell forward through the hatchway.<\/span><\/div>\n
I was there to catch him. He collapsed on me, I took the full weight of his body, felt the heat of his blood on my face. His sweat had a scent like fields in summer.<\/span><\/div>\n
He found his legs and pulled himself upright, looking down at me groggily. His eyes widened as he realized he\u2019d bled all over me.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cOh. Oh, I\u2019m so sorry\u2014\u201d he mumbled, aghast. English! Yes, of course. Here he was again and I didn\u2019t mind the blood at all, since at least this time he wasn\u2019t dying. Though of course I\u2019d better do something about that nosebleed pretty fast.<\/span><\/div>\n
So I led him back to my house. He leaned on me the whole way, only semiconscious most of the time. Unbelievable as it seemed, he\u2019d apparently come through time without first taking any of the protective drugs that a mortal must have to make the journey safely. It was a miracle his brain wasn\u2019t leaking out his ears.<\/span><\/div>\n
Three times I had to apply the coagulator wand to stop his bleeding. He drifted in and out of consciousness, and my floaty calm began to evaporate fast. I talked to him, trying to keep his attention. He was able to tell me that his name was Alec Checkerfield, but he wasn\u2019t sure about time or place. Possibly 2351? He did recognize the Company logo on my coveralls, and it seemed to alarm him. That was when I knew he\u2019d stolen the shuttle, though I didn\u2019t acknowledge this to myself because such a thing was impossible. Just as it was impossible that a mortal being should be able to operate a time shuttle at all, or survive a temporal journey without drugs buffering him.<\/span><\/div>\n
So I told him, to calm him down, that I was a prisoner here. That seemed to be the right thing to say, because he became confidential with me at once. It seems he knows all about the Company, has in fact some sort of grudge against them, something very mysterious he can\u2019t tell me about; but Dr. Zeus has, to use his phrase, wrecked his life<\/span>, and he\u2019s out to bring them to their knees.<\/span><\/div>\n
This was so demonstrably nuts that I concluded the crash had addled his brain a bit, but I said soothing and humoring things as I helped him inside and got him to stretch out on my bed, pushing a bench to the end so his feet wouldn\u2019t hang over. Just like old times, eh? And there he lay.<\/span><\/div>\n
My crazed urge was to fall down weeping beside him and cover him with kisses, blood or no; but of course what I did was bring water and a towel to clean him up, calm and sensible. Mendoza the cyborg, in charge of her emotions, if not her mind.<\/span><\/div>\n
It was still delight to stroke his face with the cool cloth, watch his pupils dilate or his eyes close in involuntary pleasure at the touch of the water. When I had set aside the basin I stayed with him, tracing the angle of his jaw with my hand, feeling the blood pulsing under his skin.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou\u2019ll be all right now,\u201d I told him. \u201cYour blood pressure and heart rate are normalizing. You\u2019re an extraordinary man, Alec Checkerfield.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI\u2019m an earl, too,\u201d he said proudly. \u201cSeventh earl of Finsbury.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Oh, my, he\u2019d come up in the world. Nicholas had been no more than secretary to a knight, and Edward\u2014firmly shut out of the Victorian ruling classes by the scandal of his birth\u2014had despised inherited privilege. \u201cNo, really, a British peer?\u201d I said. \u201cI don\u2019t think I\u2019ve ever met a real aristocrat before.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cHow long have you been stuck here?\u201d he said. What was that accent of his? Not the well-bred Victorian inflection of last time; this was slangy, transatlantic, and decidedly limited in vocabulary. Did earls speak like this in the twenty-fourth century? Oh, how strange.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI\u2019ve been at this station for years,\u201d I answered him unguardedly. Oops. \u201cMore years than I remember.\u201d He looked understandably confused, since my immortal body stopped changing when I was twenty.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou mean they marooned you here when you were just a kid? Bloody hell, what\u2019d you do? It must have been something your parents did.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
How close could I stick to the truth without frightening him?<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNot exactly. But I also knew too much about something I shouldn\u2019t have. Dr. Zeus found a nicely humane oubliette and
\ndropped me out of sight or sound. You\u2019re the first mortal\u201d\u2014oops again\u2014\u201csoul<\/span> I\u2019ve spoken with in all this time.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cMy God.\u201d He looked aghast. Then his eyes narrowed, I knew that look, that was his righteous wrath look. \u201cWell, listen\u2014er\u2014what\u2019s your name, babe?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Rosa? Dolores? No. No aliases anymore. \u201cMendoza,\u201d I said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cOkay, Mendoza. I\u2019ll get you out of here,\u201d he said, all stern heroism. \u201cThat time shuttle out there is mine<\/span> now, babe, and when I\u2019ve finished this other thing I\u2019ll come back for you.\u201d He gripped my hand firmly.<\/span><\/div>\n
Oh, no, I thought, what has he gotten himself into now? At what windmill has he decided to level his lance?<\/span><\/div>\n
Summoning every ounce of composure, I frowned delicately and enunciated: \u201cDo I understand you to say that you stole a time shuttle from Dr. Zeus Incorporated?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYup,\u201d he said, with that sly sideways grin I knew so terribly well.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cHow, in God\u2019s name? They\u2019re all powerful and all knowing, too. Nobody steals anything from the Company!\u201d I said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI did,\u201d he said, looking so smug I wanted to shake him. \u201cI\u2019ve got sort of an advantage. At least, I had,\u201d he amended in a more subdued voice. \u201cThey may have killed my best friend. If he\u2019d been with me, I wouldn\u2019t have crashed. I don\u2019t know what\u2019s happened to him, but if he\u2019s really gone \u2026 they will<\/span> pay.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Something had persuaded this man that he could play the blood and revenge game with Dr. Zeus and win. He couldn\u2019t win, of course, for a number of reasons; not least of which was that every time shuttle has a theft intercept program built into it, which will at a predetermined moment detonate a hidden bomb to blow both shuttle and thief to atoms.<\/span><\/div>\n
This was the fate Alec had been rushing to meet when he\u2019d detoured into my field. I could see it now so clearly, it was sitting on his chest like a scorpion, and he was totally unaware it was there. I didn\u2019t even need to sit through the play this time; I\u2019d been handed the synopsis in terrible brevity.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cBut what do you think you can do?\u201d I said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWreck them. Bankrupt them. Expose what they\u2019ve been doing. Tell the whole world the truth,\u201d Alec growled, in just
\nthe same voice in which Nicholas had used to rant about the Pope. He squeezed my hand more tightly.<\/span><\/div>\n
I couldn\u2019t talk him out of it. I never can. I had to try, though.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cBut\u2014Alec. Do you have any idea what you\u2019re going up against? These people know everything that\u2019s ever happened, or at least they know about every event in recorded history. That\u2019s why I can\u2019t think for a second you were really able to steal that shuttle from them. They must have known about it in advance, don\u2019t you see? And if they knew, it means they allowed you to steal it, and then\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d he said, with grim and unshakable certainty. \u201cSee, I can\u2019t explain\u2014just take it on trust, babe, they may know everything but they don\u2019t know everything about me. I found the chink in their armor. You could say I am<\/span> the chink in their armor.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
It was going to be the same old story, gallant Englishman going to his gallant death. Nothing I could do to change it at all.<\/span><\/div>\n
Was there?<\/span><\/div>\n
Was there?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
I shook my head. \u201cDon\u2019t say any more. I don\u2019t want to know.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t need to,\u201d he said, giving me that brief cocksure grin again. \u201cJust wait here, and I\u2019ll be back to rescue you. On my word of honor as a gentleman, Mendoza.\u201d He widened his eyes for emphasis.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s a kind offer, se\u00f1or,\u201d I said. \u201cBut if I were to leave this station, the Company would know instantly. Besides, where would I go? I have no family. I have no legal identity.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Alec blinked. \u201cBut you\u2019ve got to have a birth record at Global ID, at least.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Damned twenty-fourth-century databases. \u201cUndoubtedly,\u201d I lied, \u201cbut the Company had it erased when I was sent here. They\u2019re that powerful, you know.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s true.\u201d He scowled. \u201cWe can fake you up an identification disc. I know people who do that kind of thing. It wouldn\u2019t get you through customs anywhere, but \u2026 I know what\u2019d do it! I could just marry you. Peers get everything waived, see?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
I couldn\u2019t think what to say. He got a slightly panicked look in his eyes.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cA-and then afterward we could just get a divorce. They\u2019re easy. I could find you a place to live and a job or something.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cPerhaps we could give it a try,\u201d I said carefully. He cleared his throat.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not just making the offer out of kindness, either. We could have some fun together.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
I leaned down, unable to keep myself from his mouth any longer, and I kissed him. Actually I was going to do a lot more than kiss him\u2014if I was going to throw my immortal life away for Alec, I\u2019d have such an epic game of lust with him first as would make the fires of Hell seem lukewarm when I got there.<\/span><\/div>\n
He still kissed like an angel of God, making little surprised and pleased noises and groping feebly at my behind, but I felt his blood pressure going up, his heartbeat speeding dangerously, and the red numbers in my peripheral vision warned me to stop or I\u2019d kill him. I pulled away, sitting up and stroking back his hair. \u201cDon\u2019t you go dying on me,\u201d I gasped.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI won\u2019t,\u201d he promised. He had got hold of the end of my braid and was tugging at it in a plaintive way. \u201cBut I\u2019d really, really like to have sex with you. If you\u2019ve no objections or anything.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Caramba!<\/span> Did he use that line on other women? But I\u2019d bet it worked for him every time. Who could resist that earnest look in his eyes when he said it? How was I going to stop myself from ripping open that suit of fish-mail he was wearing and murdering him with carnal bliss?<\/span><\/div>\n
Meteorological data coming in. Had that been thunder, or God snarling at me? I babbled out some kind of promise to Alec and went to the window to confirm visually.<\/span><\/div>\n
Disturbed air. Domed clouds racing down the sky, all my surviving corn plants staggering and fluttering as a gust of hot wind came rushing across them, carrying a smell of wetness and electricity. Crickets began to sing.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThere\u2019s a cloud front advancing,\u201d I told Alec. \u201cHave you brought rain, like the west wind? I think we\u2019re going to have a summer storm.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cCool,\u201d said Alec. Christ, I wanted to jump him then and there.<\/span><\/div>\n
But he was ill and he needed protein, needed fluids, needed rest I do have some basic programming that insists I serve the mortal race, even if I bypass it now and then to kill one of the poor little things; so I poured Alec a glass of iced tea and set about preparations for feeding him.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWhat do you do here, all the time?\u201d Alec said, as I returned from the garden with some produce.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI grow vegetables,\u201d I said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWho eats \u2019em all? Not you all alone.\u201d He sipped his tea and looked at it in surprise. \u201cThis is real tea!\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThank you. You obviously know about Dr. Zeus; do you know anything about the Day Six resorts?\u201d I unloaded what I was carrying onto my kitchen table: tomatoes, corn, peppers, cilantro, garlic, onions. He knitted his brows.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThey\u2019re like one of those urban myths, only they\u2019re really real,\u201d he said. \u201cLike Dr. Zeus. Everybody knows there\u2019s supposed to be some company that has time travel and can get you absolutely anything you want, but it\u2019s just a rumor. Which is what they probably want us to think! And the Day Six places are the same way. Somebody did a Weird Stories<\/span> thing on holo about one. This guy goes back in time to party and screws up history by stepping on a bug or something.\u201d He had another sip of his tea.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cAh. Well, that\u2019s a fable, because history can\u2019t be changed.\u201d I worked the hand pump to rinse off the tomatoes and peppers. \u201cBut the resorts do exist, just as Dr. Zeus exists. In fact, Dr. Zeus owns them. Nice little string of hotels, rather unexceptional except that they\u2019re all located in 150,000 BCE. Or thereabouts. All of them in virgin wildernesses where long-extinct mammals can be observed gamboling, from behind the safety of an electronic perimeter field.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re from the future, Alec, you must have lived in steel canyons all your life. How much would you pay to be able to swim in waters that had never been polluted, or watch a herd of mammoths grazing?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cIn all the stories, time travelers wind up as lunch for velociraptors,\u201d he said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cAll the dinosaurs are extinct in this time. Anyway: Dr. Zeus has quietly built up a select secret clientele in the twenty-fourth century. They pay fortunes, annual incomes of small countries, I\u2019m told, to be rocketed backward through time to carefully landscaped virgin paradises where they can relax by the pool and breathe clean, clean air.\u201d I selected a knife and began slicing up the tomatoes.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThe only problem is\u2014time travel is hard on the human body. Even the drugs that protect people make them ill. So when they arrive from the dismal future, these millionaires and heiresses can do no more than nibble at a lettuce leaf or two. Therefore Dr. Zeus makes damned sure the resort keeps all manner of trendy greens for salad on hand, and therefore I labor in the sun on this agricultural station.\u201d I whacked a beefsteak tomato in half, imagining it was some Company CEO\u2019s head.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cBut that\u2019s awful.\u201d Alec tried to sit up, looking outraged. \u201cThat means you\u2019re not only their prisoner, you\u2019re their slave!\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
He was an idealist, then. Disapproved of slavery, did he? And him a titled gentleman. Just the sort of wealthy young man who comes to loathe his birthright and goes off to die for somebody else\u2019s freedom.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI suppose I am,\u201d I said carefully. \u201cBut I may as well be of some use to somebody, don\u2019t you think? And it\u2019s not so bad. They don\u2019t call for produce very often. I have a lot of time to work on my own private research.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s your research?\u201d Alec said.<\/span><\/div>\n
I told him all about my quest to perfect maize plants. I don\u2019t think he understood one word in three of botany talk, and when he wrinkled his forehead and attempted to follow my lecture he looked like a puzzled dog. But he was awfully polite about it, unlike the other Future Children I\u2019ve known, and said gallant things about how worthwhile my project was.<\/span><\/div>\n
We talked for a little while on the subject of making one\u2019s life count for something, and I expected a manifesto from him on the need to actively oppose the evils of Dr. Zeus. I was surprised; he just talked about his life. Despite his grand title, it appears there were some unfortunate circumstances attending his birth again. Some poor girl seduced by the sixth earl
\nand then abandoned? I\u2019d hardly have thought the wretched Future Children had enough blood in them to carry on like that, but apparently mortal nature hasn\u2019t changed so much.<\/span><\/div>\n
As near as I could make out, the girl went mad and was locked up. Alec seems to have grown to manhood with a devastating sense of his own worthlessness, not surprisingly. I wonder if Nicholas and Edward carried similar burdens of unearned guilt on their backs? Was that what fueled Nicholas\u2019s drive to martyrdom, Edward\u2019s selfless work for an empire that abandoned him? I was too young and foolish to see this in Nicholas, too rushed to see it in Edward; but I see it now. And Alec\u2019s failed at two marriages, apparently, and has steered through his life in increasing emotional isolation. Is that why he\u2019s always alone when I meet the man?<\/span><\/div>\n
When he saw he\u2019d affected me, blurting out his wretched story, he made amends by changing the subject entirely and told me about the adventures he\u2019s had, as I kneaded the masa for our commonplace supper of tamales.<\/span><\/div>\n
And what adventures he\u2019s had! I begin to see that I have been somewhat mistaken about Future World. It seems he hasn\u2019t grown up in steel canyons at all. It seems that there are still wild places in the twenty-fourth century, still gardens and forests that don\u2019t stink of machine exhaust. Best of all, it seems that the mortal race has not entirely followed the crabbed and fearful lead of its Company scientists, people like Mr. Bugleg of loathsome memory.<\/span><\/div>\n
Though they are, all of them, undeniably childish. Future Children indeed. My own dearest love has bought himself a pirate ship<\/span>, if you please, and spends most of his time sailing around in the Caribbean and other ports of call on what we used to call the Spanish Main! And there he indulges his urge to be virile and bad, like pirates in every film he\u2019s ever seen, and he\u2019s become a smuggler! Mostly of things like wine and cheese, though they\u2019re illegal enough in the twenty-fourth century.<\/span><\/div>\n
And yet I think in this he must come nearer to living a real life than the other mortals of his time, who (as far as I was ever able to tell) spend their lives hiding in their rooms, playing electronic games.<\/span><\/div>\n
Still, he has found a far less harmless and silly way to
\nrebel, hasn\u2019t he, by going on a crusade against Dr. Zeus? Dangerous to think about.<\/span><\/div>\n
Anyway. Such lovely stories he told me, about Jamaica under the tropical stars, parrots and gold doubloons. How happy I was to think of him playing Errol Flynn among the shrouds and ratlines. This ship of his must really be something to see, a full-rigged sailing vessel utilizing twenty-fourth-century technology, sort of an enormous retro yacht. He has some kind of complex computer system running all the rigging apparatus, for there\u2019s no crew at all apparently.<\/span><\/div>\n
It\u2019s as though he were able to lose himself in Treasure Island<\/span> , escaping from his unhappiness by making the wild sea and the pirates come to life for him\u2014except that instead of his imagination, he\u2019s used enormous sums of money and technology. What am I to make of such a brave new world?<\/span><\/div>\n
Who cares? It was enough for me to watch the way his face lit up when he described his adventures, watch his expressive face and gestures conveying his stories perfectly even in that thug\u2019s idiom of his. The man should have gone on the stage, I always thought, and what a preacher he\u2019d made!<\/span><\/div>\n
And he sang for me. He had been describing how his ex-wives had hated his singing, the repulsive harpies. I was overwhelmed with a sudden memory of Nicholas singing, making some Tudor bawdiness sublime with his dark tenor. So I begged him to sing something, and he obliged with old sea songs, blood-and-thunder ballads that somehow reduced me to a weepy mess.<\/span><\/div>\n
At last he reached up his hand and pulled me down beside him, and there I lay hearing his voice vibrate in his chest and throat. We were shortly embracing again, me scanning frantically to see if his brain was likely to explode this time. It was of course impossible that after three hours of rest and a glass of iced tea the man should be completely recovered from transcendence shock, but he was.<\/span><\/div>\n
He was twiddling experimentally with the fastenings of my coveralls, and I was wondering how his mail-suit unzipped, when something seemed to occur to him. He lifted his mouth from mine and looked down at me. \u201cEr\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWhat is it?\u201d I said, desperate lest he should stop.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re a virgin, I guess, yeah?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Have I mentioned that the man is prone to scruples at the most inconvenient times?<\/span><\/div>\n
Of course I\u2019m not a virgin, but I do have this sort of immortal self-repairing body, see, and in the three hundred and then three thousand years that had elapsed between our respective couplings, there had been more than ample time for a tiny unimportant membrane to grow back. Christ, I could have grown a leg back in that amount of time.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYes,\u201d I said. \u201cIt\u2019s all right, though. Please.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
But now he was self-conscious, and the gorgeous python that had materialized down one leg of his suit shrank a little. \u201cCan I use your shower?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Mother of God! Had I mentioned he\u2019s very clean in his personal habits as well? And me without a shower.<\/span><\/div>\n
I was stammering to explain about my pathetic tin washtub when we both realized it had been raining outside for some time, warm summer rain. I directed him out into my back garden and hurried to fetch him a clean towel.<\/span><\/div>\n
He always has enjoyed bathing. Something Freudian relating to guilt, perhaps? Edward seemed to have some sort of personal dirt-repellent force field, of course, but I remember the way Nicholas used to revel in clean water and soap.<\/span><\/div>\n
When I opened the door and stepped out under the overhang, Alec had already snaked out of the mail-suit and was sitting in the tub, wearing only that torque. He was leaning back into the rain with an ecstatic expression on his face, letting it soak into his lank hair, which was becoming even lanker. The tub was rather low and didn\u2019t obscure much of his nakedness, and I made a small involuntary pleading sound.<\/span><\/div>\n
He opened his eyes and looked at me. For a moment he seemed wary, defensive; then grinned his sidelong grin.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWould you, er, like to bathe, too?\u201d he asked, all suavity, gesturing invitation as though the tub were ever so capacious. I don\u2019t remember how I got out of my clothes and across the garden, it happened so fast.<\/span><\/div>\n
It was insane. The storm was beating down on us, the tub was impossibly tiny, and I was worried about that long back of his\u2014but oh, how that man could kiss. We writhed ineffectively for a few minutes before he simply stood up in the tub
\nand hoisted me into the air as though I weighed no more than a feather. He is phenomenally strong. I slid down, pressed against his body, and he thrust his face into my breasts with a whoop of inarticulate glee. The rain bathed us, and the fragrance of the garden was sweet.<\/span><\/div>\n
God, God, God.<\/span><\/div>\n
I believe I was in the act of offering Him my soul, or whatever a thing like me has, if He\u2019d only let this moment stretch out into eternity, when my groping hands found the pattern of electronic wire just under the skin of Alec\u2019s shoulders.<\/span><\/div>\n
God?<\/span><\/div>\n
I leaned forward over the top of Alec\u2019s head and looked down. It was like the most beautiful tattoo you can imagine, an intricate pattern of spirals and knotwork in dull silver, winging out over both his shoulder blades and twining up the back of his neck. But it was wire, installed subcutaneously and tapping somehow into his nervous system and brain. So that\u2019s what the torque was for? I touched it gingerly and had a momentary disorientation, a view of my own breasts seen from\u2014well, not the angle I was used to, anyway.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cAlec, darling,\u201d I said cautiously, \u201cthis is a rather unusual tattoo you have.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
He said something in reply, but under the circumstances it came out somewhat muffled. I bit my lower lip and said: \u201cI beg your pardon?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
He lifted his face to look up at me. \u201cYou know how I told you I\u2019ve got this big custom cybersystem, to work the rigging on my ship? This is how I run it. I\u2019m a cyborg, have been since I was eighteen.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Gosh, what a coincidence!<\/span><\/div>\n
Though of course what he means by cyborg<\/span> and what I would mean by the same word are entirely different things.<\/span><\/div>\n
He looked alarmed until he realized I was laughing, and then he chuckled companionably and went back to what he\u2019d been doing as I gasped out, overwhelmed by the cosmic joke:<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cOh, perfect\u2014!\u201d And then I thought I\u2019d been struck by lightning, because the flash of revelation was very nearly that
\nblindingly bright. I seized his face in both my hands and tilted it up to stare into his eyes. \u201cWhat<\/span> year did you say it was where you come from?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cEr \u2026 2351,\u201d he said, polite but confused.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cBut that\u2019s only four years from\u2014\u201d I said, and then the whole mystery of my beloved came together. An extraordinary man, with extraordinary abilities, who bears a grudge against Dr. Zeus. A cyborg, and not a poor biomechanical slave like me but a free agent, with both the ability and the determination to slip through the Company\u2019s defenses and do the impossible. And what was that blue fire playing around our bodies? Oh, dear, it was Crome\u2019s radiation. Was I seeing the future?<\/span><\/div>\n
And I didn\u2019t know the half of it yet.<\/span><\/div>\n
I laughed and laughed. Then I writhed down and we embraced. Somehow or other we wound up on the lawn with the bath overturned beside us, and he was on top of me, peering down through the lightning flashes. He was looking into my eyes as though he\u2019d only just recognized me.<\/span><\/div>\n
And how good was it, what we did there on my tidy little lawn? I\u2019ll tell you. If I suffer in darkness for a thousand years because of what I did afterward\u2014I won\u2019t care.<\/span><\/div>\n



By great good fortune the water under the tamales had not quite boiled away by the time we went back inside, and the house was filled with the earthy smell of corn. I lit lamps and pulled on an old shirt to set out our supper. He wrapped a towel around his middle and sat down at my rough-hewn table, watching me lay places for us. Two places, after all this time.<\/span><\/div>\n
Once, long ago, I\u2019d laid out an intimate supper for two, just like this. We had sat together in a tiny circle of light at an old wooden table, in our own little world, as beyond in the darkness the wind howled and a hostile fate prepared to tear us to pieces the minute we stepped outside the circle.<\/span><\/div>\n
It isn\u2019t really a happy memory. Nicholas had been sullenly desperate and I had been fearfully desperate, a good little cyborg feeling real qualms about running away with a mortal
\nman. Before that night ended my heart had been broken irreparably, and Nicholas, furious and terrified, was running to meet his death. Thank you, Dr. Zeus.<\/span><\/div>\n
But I\u2019m an old wicked cyborg now, aren\u2019t I? Long past desperation. And how sweetly the rain beat on the roof of my house, and how snug and dry we were in my lamplit kitchen as the blue evening fell, and how sleepy and calm we were there together.<\/span><\/div>\n
And calmly, over our supper, I did the first of the things that will damn me if I\u2019m ever caught. I told Alec, in great detail, all about the Silence in 2355, together with some rather necessary bits of temporal physics to enable him to use that shuttle effectively. So very classified, and I divulged it! He knows, now, Dr. Zeus\u2019s fear of the unforeseen apocalypse; he knows his window of opportunity, and what to plan for over the next four years. Whatever his plans may be.<\/span><\/div>\n
I gather he has some kind of ally he calls the Captain, who is apparently the captain of his ship, though I\u2019m a little confused on this point because I also had the impression he sails alone. But this Captain may be dead, which is one of the things he\u2019s gone off to resolve\/revenge.<\/span><\/div>\n
The talk depressed him. He reached across the table and took my hand as we spoke. What kind of emotional life has he had? I could cheerfully kill his ex-wives, I think.<\/span><\/div>\n
Oh, yes, I\u2019ve changed. But I would burn in Hell for his dear sake.<\/span><\/div>\n
I may yet.<\/span><\/div>\n
He helped me wash the dinner dishes, and we hung his thermal underclothes up to dry before the fire, and at last we climbed into my narrow, creaking bed. Last time I\u2019d lain in a real bed with him, he\u2019d been Edward, and we\u2019d been on the run all day and were too exhausted to do more than drift off to sleep together. Not this time! The bed has a permanent list to starboard now, and we were lucky it didn\u2019t collapse in extremis<\/span> . I really ought to fix it, but I can\u2019t bear to. Just looking at it makes me smile.<\/span><\/div>\n
He warmed me right through, my mortal lover, and afterward drifted off to sleep in my arms. I lay watching him by the light of the fire. I might have lain there studying him all night,
\nnewly fascinated by all the details I\u2019d never forgotten: the cleft in his chin, the funny swirled patterns in the hair on his arms.<\/span><\/div>\n
But the night wasn\u2019t mine to idle away so pleasantly.<\/span><\/div>\n
I rose and pulled the blanket up around his shoulders. He sighed, reaching for me. I slipped out into the rainy night, to do the second thing for which I will surely suffer one day.<\/span><\/div>\n
The shuttle lay dark and abandoned, its sprung hatch gaping open in the rain. I looked in and saw the tiny green lights on the control panel, dimly illuminating the access port. I made my assault, forced it to give up the secret I wanted.<\/span><\/div>\n
The bomb was wired under the pilot\u2019s seat, of all obvious places. It was a tiny white Bakelite box that might have been anything, a fuse relay, a power seat servomotor, a container of breath mints that had fallen down under there and been forgotten. I knew better. I found the tool kit and snipped its vicious little wires, swung the shuttle\u2019s hatch shut, carried the bomb back with me through the gray rainy night and flung it into my compost heap. It\u2019s there now, as I write. It may yet be live and deadly, it may have been ruined by the rain and the muck; but it will never kill Alec, which is all that matters.<\/span><\/div>\n
I came back and reentered paradise, slipping into the firelit room where my love slept safe. Third time lucky, mortal man,<\/span> I thought.<\/span><\/div>\n
He woke when I climbed back in beside him, grumbled a little, reached out his arms to pull me in close and tucked me under his chin, just as Nicholas used to do. I lay awake awhile longer, fighting conditioning nightmares; but I know them for the false programmed things they are now, and they can\u2019t scare me. I fell asleep at last, soothed by the rhythm of his heartbeat.<\/span><\/div>\n



We didn\u2019t get out of bed for two full hours next morning. We did everything I\u2019d ever done with Nicholas, who\u2019d been amazingly adventurous for a late medieval fellow, and everything I\u2019d ever done with Edward, who was a Victorian gentleman, which says all I need to say about his<\/span> personal tastes. The bed sagged ever further toward a happy death.<\/span><\/div>\n
Then we got up and I made him breakfast.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI hope you like tacos,\u201d I said, spooning the hot filling into corn tortillas. \u201cThis seems so inadequate! I seldom dine in the morning, myself, just a roll or something to keep the coffee from killing me. No tea, no kippers, no sardines even. Nothing for an Englishman, but then I never expected to meet one here.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s okay,\u201d said Alec. He accepted a taco and bit into it cautiously. \u201cIt\u2019s not bad. What is it?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cProteus Breakfast Bounty,\u201d I told him with a sneer. \u201cIt approximates sausage. Not inspiring, but sustaining. The tortillas, at least, are real.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI like \u2019em,\u201d he said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou are<\/span> a gentleman,\u201d I said, pouring him out a mug of coffee. I poured a cup for myself and sat down across the table from him. \u201cWell, then. Here we are.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cMr. and Mrs. Checkerfield\u2019s Brunch Club,\u201d he said. God, it sounded strange in my ears. Mrs. Checkerfield? Or Lady Finsbury! Pretty good for somebody who began life in a one-room hut, eh? Child of Spanish peasants who owned maybe two goats and three fig trees? Too surreal to contemplate. I took a careful sip of coffee and said quietly:<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cIf you knew how often I\u2019ve wished you were sitting right there\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t be what you wanted,\u201d he said. \u201cYou must have wished for somebody a lot better looking, in shining armor.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNo. You yourself are the man of my dreams, senor. I think we\u2019ve met before, in some previous lifetime.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou believe in that stuff?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNot really,\u201d I said. \u201cDo you?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
He shook his head, wolfing down the last of the taco.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWere you raised in any religion?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNope,\u201d he said. \u201cI was always taught that\u2019s for bigots and crazies. Not something you do if you\u2019re going to be a respectable member of the House of Lords, which I\u2019ve never been anyway so who cares, right? But, you know. My stepmother got into the Ephesians, and they\u2019re kind of scary.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s what I\u2019d always read.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYou read, too? They do a lot of good, though, for poor girls, so I guess they\u2019re okay. And my nurse was into something, I guess it must have been Orthodox Vodou. I think she
\ntook me to some of their services when I was small. That was nice, I remember, all the dancing, and those bright people coming out of nowhere like that.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Yes indeed, Nicholas, I thought, you\u2019ve come a long way.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cCan I have another of those?\u201d he inquired. Imagine someone actually liking Breakfast Bounty. But then I don\u2019t suppose he\u2019s ever eaten meat.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cPlease,\u201d I said, pushing the plate across to him. \u201cI made them for you. So, religion\u2019s not your thing, is it? What about politics?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t vote.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNo? Not very English of you, if you\u2019ll pardon my saying so.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t stand England,\u201d he said wearily. \u201cIt\u2019s gray and it\u2019s cold and it\u2019s \u2026 it\u2019s just so sad. I couldn\u2019t wait to leave, and I hate it when I have to go back. You should see the absentee fines I pay every year to the House of Lords! You don\u2019t want to live there, I hope?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cOh, no.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cGood. You want to go see Spain again, though? You must not have seen it since you were little.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
What a strange idea. \u201cI wonder if I\u2019d recognize it at all?\u201d I said at last.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s fun there. Everything\u2019s really expensive, but you can get real fish in the restaurants and there\u2019s a festival day, like, every other week. I was there one time at\u2014what\u2019s that big party the Jews throw, where they dress up and there\u2019s, er, a street carnival? Noisemakers and stuff? It\u2019s in the spring, anyway, and there\u2019s this big whatchacallem, temple thing\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cA synagogue?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYeah! A synagogue in, er, Santiago\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cSantiago de Compostela?\u201d I was stunned.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYeah! That\u2019s the place. Anyway it\u2019s great. Families build these booths all along the street and watch the dances and parades, and you can just go from booth to booth, drinking and eating and talking to people. The ones who understand English, anyway. And there\u2019s bullfights with topless girls! Amazing acrobats. They flip over the bulls like they were on springs or something. And then they have this thing at the end where they burn the parade floats.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNot the people?\u201d I just couldn\u2019t get my mind around this, somehow. Poor old Spain, freed at last from ancient sorrow and cruelty?<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cNah, they never have accidents. We should go sometime. You\u2019d like it.\u201d He looked at me a little anxiously. \u201cThough we can go anywhere you want, babe. Anywhere that\u2019ll make you happy.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI\u2019ll be happy,\u201d I said, reaching across the table and clasping his hand. \u201cYou\u2019re not religious, you don\u2019t care about England, and there\u2019s a synagogue in Santiago de Compostela! We can go places or we can live on your ship. I don\u2019t care.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Assuming, of course, I can skip forward through time into the future\u2014impossible, but apparently not for me. Could I really just sail away with Alec, on an eternal holiday in the twenty-fourth century?<\/span><\/div>\n
Though of course it wouldn\u2019t be eternal, because he\u2019s a mortal. But I think if we could just once live out a peaceful life together, I could accept anything that came after that. Why have I felt this way, from the first moment I laid eyes on this big homely man? God only knows.<\/span><\/div>\n
He lifted my hand and kissed it. \u201cWe\u2019ll go as soon as I\u2019ve finished up this stuff I\u2019m doing,\u201d he said.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cAh, yes. This stuff you\u2019re doing,\u201d I said, looking down into my coffee, focusing on cold practical matters to keep from launching myself over the table at him. \u201cThere are some things you should know before you attempt to pilot that shuttle back to the twenty-fourth century. Somewhere on board, there ought to be little containers of the drug you have to take before time traveling. It looks like iodine, and I\u2019ve heard it\u2019s sometimes packaged to look like Campari. Do they still make Campari?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cYes. I saw those.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s not Campari, but if you pour fifty milliliters into an equal amount of gin or vodka, you won\u2019t know the difference. You must drink it down, or risk death a second time when you activate the time transcendence field. I must tell you, I can\u2019t imagine how you were able to sit up and talk coherently only a couple of hours after your arrival, let alone get that magnificent erection.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
He snickered in embarrassment.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cAnd you need to enter the proper algorithm into the time drive. I can do that for you now, but you\u2019ll have to know more about piloting the damned thing before you try to take it anywhere else.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cIf my friend\u2019s still alive, he may have that data.\u201d Alec reached for another taco.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cHe was going after Dr. Zeus\u2019s database<\/span>?\u201d I felt ice around my heart. \u201cOh, Alec. There aren\u2019t even words for how dangerous that is.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWe did it once already and got out okay,\u201d Alec said. But I buried my face in my hands.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cDon\u2019t tell me, darling. The less I know, the safer you\u2019ll be.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
We lingered over breakfast. He helped me wash up again. I helped him into his armored suit that had been airing out on a hook by the door all night, like a sealskin temporarily abandoned by its owner. I wanted to see if we might contrive a way to make love while he was encased in it, but he\u2019s a man on a mission, after all, with places to go and things to do.<\/span><\/div>\n
The rain had stopped and the clouds blown away by the time we walked back to the shuttle. It was going to be a hot day. Steam was already rising up from the sparkling fields. When we got to the shuttle and Alec stood there staring up at it, I could tell from the look on his face he was uncertain what he was supposed to do next.<\/span><\/div>\n
So I drove the third nail into my coffin.<\/span><\/div>\n
I leaned close to him and put my arms around his neck. \u201cYou\u2019ll remember,\u201d I said, finding the torque with my fingers. \u201cIt\u2019s just the effect of the crash. Calm down. Think.\u201d I tapped into his database and nearly passed out at its immensity. If he were to download even half of what he has access to, my brain would burst. But I did experience the world through his senses for a moment, and that was nearly as disturbing.<\/span><\/div>\n
He has \u2026 SENSES. His hearing, his eyesight, touch, are all hyperacute and informative. He draws in a breath of air and its component scents tell him more about where he is than even a hunting dog could discern, at least as much as an immortal like me. He sees farther into certain light ranges than a mortal is supposed to be able to, and the sensitivity of his skin \u2026 no wonder he likes his physical pleasures.<\/span><\/div>\n
Is my mortal darling even human? I wondered.<\/span><\/div>\n
I always thought he\u2019d make a better immortal than any of the people the Company ever chose, and now I know it for a fact. If only his skull fit the optimum parameters!<\/span><\/div>\n
I mustered my thoughts and probed for the information he needed. There it was; he simply hadn\u2019t learned how to access it yet. I pulled it up and said: \u201cI have the impression that the cyborgs who normally pilot these ships access them through a file with a designation of TTMIX333.\u201d I fed it to him surreptitiously. \u201cDoes that sound right?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
His brain took it with remarkable ease. I felt him gasp in pleasure as it all made sense, suddenly. He began to download from me, lifting a subroutine for fast access by content with such speed I felt like a wrung-out sponge.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cI think\u2014Hey!\u201d he said in delight, as the hatch popped open. I teetered back from him, dizzy and frightened.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cThere you are,\u201d I said, determined to sound cheery. \u201cYou see? You had it in your memory all the time. Dear me, though, this fancy carpet\u2019s gotten soggy.\u201d I climbed inside and stopped, staring as he climbed in after me.<\/span><\/div>\n
Fancy carpet indeed. What luxury! I hadn\u2019t bothered to look around much when I\u2019d been in here removing the bomb.<\/span><\/div>\n
Floral pattern in the carpet and the beautifully cushioned passengers\u2019 seats. Drink rests, crystal vases set in the wall, for God\u2019s sake, full of pink roses! Spacious, lots of head room for anyone but Alec. Tasteful color scheme. Minibar. Entertainment console. All this to keep the Future Children happy on their weekend escapes from their own world. Not how we immortals travel. I was sent to this station in a raw-edged metal box barely big enough to accommodate my body. It couldn\u2019t be bigger, we were always told. The extra time-field drag would take more energy, cost more money, which couldn\u2019t be spared for inessentials like comfort.<\/span><\/div>\n
What did it cost to send this shuttle through time even once?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
Is this why we\u2019ve worked so hard all these years? To pay for things like this?<\/span><\/div>\n
Alec bent down and flung wide the etched glass doors of the minibar. \u201cCheck this out. Six different fruit juices and three kinds of real booze. Illegal as hell, and I should know.\u201d He chuckled. \u201cBombay Sapphire, Stolichnaya and\u2014hey,
\nhere\u2019s the magic potion.\u201d He held up a dummy bottle of Campari. All nicely disguised as a cocktail, so Future Children would never know how dangerous their pleasure excursions really were.<\/span><\/div>\n
I was so angry I could barely trust myself to speak, but while he gulped down his bitter cocktail I managed to explain about taking the earth\u2019s rotation and orbit into account, for one travels through space as well as time and you must run as fast as you can to remain in one place, whenever you get there. Alec knit his brows in comprehension\u2014he may not be able to read very well, but he seems to be brilliant at math\u2014and ordered the shuttle to set its course. It promptly obeyed him.<\/span><\/div>\n
The warning lights began to implore us to close the hatch, and the gas canisters gave their initial hiss as the valves engaged. I wasn\u2019t ready to lose him yet! But I\u2019d be a danger to him in more ways than he could imagine if I went along. I backed toward the hatch, and he held out his hand.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cRemember,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019m coming back for you.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cMeminerunt omnia amantes,<\/span>\u201d I said, falling into an old habit.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d He stared. \u201cWas that Spanish? What did you say?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
Still no World Language in his century, I note. Must be the nationalist backlash.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cLovers remember everything,\u201d I translated. \u201cI was speaking Latin.\u201d He got that worried-dog look again.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s Latin?\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n
My God, the progress of human knowledge.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cLike, Latin American?\u201d he asked.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u201cClose enough, dear,\u201d I said ruefully, but then the Klaxons really began to protest about the hatch and I couldn\u2019t stay. I dove back, kissed him one last time, and fled through the hatch before I doomed us both.<\/span><\/div>\n
I ran around to the window where I\u2019d seen him first. He was fastening himself into his seat restraints. He saw me and mouthed I love you<\/span> in silence. I shouted it back to him, over the scream of the engines and the turbulence, until I was hoarse. He leaned forward, staring out over the console as the shuttle began to rise and I reached up my hands toward him, watching until the yellow gas roiled and hid him from my sight.<\/span><\/div>\n
Up and up went the shuttle, a perfect ascent, and then it rotated and became a streak of silver, leaving my time with just the barest thud on the insulted air. No master pilot could have done it better, no immortal cyborg with a thousand years\u2019 training, but I\u2019d only had to show Alec once.<\/span><\/div>\n
What have I done?<\/span><\/div>\n
I told myself, as I walked back to the house, that it could have been worse. Nicholas would have roared off with that shuttle to carpet-bomb the Vatican, and I shudder to think what Edward would have done with it. Alec, however, is an arrested child who won\u2019t even vote. Digging for pirate treasure is his idea of a good time.<\/span><\/div>\n
And even if he succeeds in his quest\u2014would the world be such a terrible place without the Company\u2019s obsessive control? Dr. Zeus has been in power since Time began. What if nobody<\/span> was running the world? Maybe all those lost art treasures could go into museums, instead of the collections of rich men. Maybe those rare beasts could be turned loose into that strangely depopulated future world, to survive or not on their own merits.<\/span><\/div>\n
Speaking of rare beasts \u2026 are you ready for the punchline, now?<\/span><\/div>\n
The first thing I did on returning to my little abode was to collect DNA samples from the abundant evidence Alec, ahem, left of his presence. Hair on the pillow and all that. Ran a few tests. What a surprise.<\/span><\/div>\n
He\u2019s a tetraploid. Like my maize cultivars. Double DNA. Ninety-two chromosomes. The only tetraploid hominid who ever existed was the (understandably) extinct Homo crewkernensis<\/span> , known only from a few odd-looking bones and, of course, Company operatives who went back through time to see what could possibly have left such long femurs in the fossil record \u2026 hmmm.<\/span><\/div>\n
What did the operatives report? That they found a small population with a barely viable gene pool, living at the southwestern edge of the ice sheet that covered England. Decided they were some kind of Homo heidelbergensis<\/span> community that had been isolated long enough for distinct speciation to occur. Dutifully recorded their extinction, once the ice sheet melted and Homo<\/span> crewkernensis<\/span> were able to move east,
\nwhere they encountered tribes with whom they could not interbreed successfully (lethal recessive affected the females) and who objected to their territorial aggression.<\/span><\/div>\n
I wonder if the Company saved any of their genetic material?<\/span><\/div>\n
Oh, we\u2019ve gone way, way beyond any romantic metaphysics to do with reincarnation, haven\u2019t we? Alec is no member of any human race I\u2019ve ever encountered. Fancy my never suspecting that in all these centuries, eh? I don\u2019t know what he is, but what I do know about him is far too much for the Company\u2019s liking. And I already knew more than was safe \u2026 I am so<\/span> doomed.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u2026 You know, when I was a mortal child, my mother sold me to a band of wicked strangers. They told me I\u2019d be married to a great lord. When I finally peered into the room where they were hiding my betrothed, what was there?<\/span><\/div>\n
Only a straw man, a thing braided out of wheat of the field, the bright-ribboned Lord of the Corn, destined for the festival bonfire. Maybe the strangers meant to sacrifice me with him. Maybe my inescapable fate has always been, one day, to burn in that fire.<\/span><\/div>\n
But it\u2019s been almost a week now, and nobody\u2019s come for me yet.<\/span><\/div>\n
I suppose it all hinges on how closely I\u2019m being monitored, whether my auditory and visual intake is being recorded and analyzed somewhere or just recorded and stored. It might be years before some bored clerk decides to have a look at what I\u2019ve been doing. Who knows whether Alec will have succeeded in his quest by that time? I might never be found out.<\/span><\/div>\n
If, on the other hand, analysis is instantaneous\u2014then I\u2019m certainly going to learn whether or not Dr. Zeus has devised a way to grant its weary immortals the gift of death. Is this crawling sensation fear for myself<\/span>? How novel.<\/span><\/div>\n
And if what I\u2019ve done has really set in motion the events that will lead to the end of the world, I\u2019ll deserve whatever the Company does to me. It would be a pity, really. I\u2019d have liked to have made that sad mortal happy, sailed away with him on his absurd pirate ship and been Mrs. Alec Checkerfield. Don\u2019t want to think about that too much.<\/span><\/div>\n
On the other hand, if Alec fails, dies as Nicholas and Edward died\u2014perhaps his hungry soul won\u2019t need to come back for me, if I too am hit by the bolt of Dr. Zeus\u2019s wrath. Can I go through that doorway of fire, where Nicholas waited for me?<\/span><\/div>\n
It\u2019s so strange, waiting to see.<\/span><\/div>\n



Rain again today, but I think it\u2019ll blow out later, and another astonishing thing has happened.<\/span><\/div>\n
Got up this morning and took my usual perambulation down to Avalon Bay, and something had washed up on the beach<\/span>. I could smell it long before I got there, though it really isn\u2019t so badly decomposed as all that, but, you know\u2014fish stink.<\/span><\/div>\n
Except this isn\u2019t a fish, exactly. It\u2019s an ichthyosaur! And to think I told Alec there were no dinosaurs in this time period.<\/span><\/div>\n
You can keep your stupid coelacanths. There it is, large as life, which seems to have been 7.5 meters long. I\u2019ve taken a full hour of holo footage, from every possible angle. I managed to turn it over with a shovel, which was unfortunate because I promptly lost my breakfast (much<\/span> more decomposed on that side) but this gave me a good view of its skeletal structure for the camera. So much for its being extinct! I really should get some DNA samples before the seabirds get it all. Actually I should signal for a Company ichthyologist, I suppose, but under the circum\u2014<\/span><\/div>\n
Ship has arrived out front. Not Alec\u2019s stolen shuttle. Maybe Dr. Z fish specialist come to see discovery?<\/span><\/div>\n



Oh dear. There are uniformed security techs searching through my compost heap.<\/span><\/div>\n
My own beloved, it would have been fun. Good-bye Alec Edward Nicholas. Quia fortis est ut mors dilectio dura s<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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Extract from the Text of Document D<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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6 Maye 1579<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
33 deg 20 min The two ilands here shewn as La Victoria &<\/span> San Salvador<\/span>, Moone hath sighted at nine o\u2019clock today. We determined to try whether da Silva spake truth or no, or rather spake the lye concerning this Ile of Divells, that this was a devise to conceal rich store of plate hid in the caves hereabouts.<\/span><\/div>\n
Wherfore we lay off San Salvador<\/span> to the windward, but I lyked it not so well, ther being no convenyent shoare but onely great clyffes. I was not minded to go on a fooles exspedycyone; but Moone swore great oaths he should bring back gold bollyone yf I pleased to lett him take the pinnace & som two or three good fellows that durst go, being not afeard, whether of divells nor men. I gave orders therfore (that he should) lower the pinnace & away. With him went Carie & the Kentishman Crokeham, who hath ever madly sworn & thirsted after Spaynysh bloode, & I thowght it best to lett him go his ways. We then lay at anchor vntyll three o\u2019clock, Iohn & I painting the whiles the passage between the two ilands. From the main top then Legge descried the pinnace returning. When it came nigh enough Moone cryed that we should up anchor & away for the Ile was truly full of divells and fowll poysons. We took them up in the pinnace, Moone & Carie much afeard & Crokeham in a sound, & with them a boxe or kist of great weight. This boxe when opened was
\nfound to carry som manner of brasse plate & suche as I will nott name herein save that Dee hath the same at his house in Mortlake, as I haue seen with mine own eyes. Ther were besides som glasse vialls & two lyttell bottels that had benn alyke filled with sherrisacke as they thowght, but Crokeham had oped & drunk one of the same thence fallen dead drunk or poysoned, we knew not which.<\/span><\/div>\n
This much hath Moone & Carie sworn, thow questioned together & apart: that they went into the iland & climbed a long hill, seeing nether caves, nor divells, nor plate, but onely goats. That Crokeham, desiring we should haue fresh meate, gave chase to the said goats, & had laid hands upon one, but that it vanished into air lyke a thing bewitched. They did then stare and tremble, the whiles they could plainly hear the hooves of the said goat strikyng stones but saw him not.<\/span><\/div>\n
Then a horrible wonder, for as Crokeham stretched forth his hand, it seemed gone off his arm as though he were made mutilate, though he felt no blow nor paine; & upon drawing it backe he saw he was hoooll & well, his hand as good as it was before.<\/span><\/div>\n
Wherfore they knew ther was som divellish illvsione here & Crokeham, though he boast overmuch, yeat he is no coward, & was minded to try what was concealed in this iland. He did walk forrward & both Moone and Carie do sweare they saw him goe as thow the earth gaped under him, thow yeat they did hear him speakyng, yeat they saw him not They sowt to follow him & after 3 paces beheld him again & beheld too a cave mowth lyke a mine that men haue made, which sure the illvsione was to conceal.<\/span><\/div>\n
Wherin they went a lyttell ways & beheld a lampe, but what manner of lampe it was they connot tell, but that it was not candle nor rvshlight nor in any manner what light we vse to haue, but onely lyke a white windoe in the tunnell wall, through which light shone but no thing could be seene, & it was more lyke the moones beams then sun.<\/span><\/div>\n
& farther, that ther were dwarfish divells lying dead therabout, that fell to ashes when Crokeham smote one with his foote. & farther, that the said boxe was ther. Wherfore Crokeham took it up and they left that place, being not minded to see any farther thervnto.<\/span><\/div>\n
Now they fell to quarreling who should open the said boxe, whether they should themselves ther by reason of any danger that myght lie therin, or bring it a board first. At last Carie gave order Crokeham should open (the box).<\/span><\/div>\n
& seeing therin no treasure, & being as they thowght themselves cheated {for that they did not knowe how Dee & Waylsinghamme bid me take especyall care to find the verie same when I lay at Mortlake} they were sorely vexed; & that Crokeham swore he would tast of the sacke, & broke the seal one 1 bottel & drank it off straight. Therafter he grew hotte, & cryed the divells were come alive after them {though Moone & Carie could see none suche} and ran before them to the pinnace, wher on a sudden he sounded and lay lyke 1 dead. Thither haue they come in fear of their lives, rowing hard & bearing him along in the bottom of the pinnace.<\/span><\/div>\n
Now haue I geuen order they shall tell no tale of this to any, being questioned privily, but most especyallye Iohn Douty, & the boxe I haue made safe, nor shall Flettcher tell of the same. Upone Crokeham haue we set watch, as it is now nine o\u2019clock at night & he waketh not, but lieth as dead still.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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9 Maye, 1579<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
This fearful marvel I mvst set down, that Crokeham who was poysoned in San Salvador<\/span> hath not yeat waked, but lieth asleepe yeat, & worse, though it myght not be worse an he were wakyng. This Crokeham was in Rochester to see the holy Martyrs burn, wherby you may know he is not yonge, but even a man of mine own age, & bore som white in his bearde & bore divers scars beside, for he hath fought bravely against Spayne since that he saw the Martyrs die, seekyng ever means to quarrel for their sakes. Lo, since that he hath lain thus, all his scars are gone. So is the snow melted out of his beard, which is grown soft & small lyke the beard of a boye. & Flettcher who hath the care of him hath prated that that Ile shall be called in our mappe Insula Endymione,<\/span> but I haue geuen order he shall hold his fooles tong lest he engender fear in the saylers, & Crokeham hath benn lain alone in Iohn\u2019s cabin lest more talke betyde.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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12 Maye, 1579<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
That Crokeham who hath grown yonge sleepeth yeat, & though he be yonge still he is yeat not well, for he be much reddened in the face & breathes him hard lyke a whale blowing. I haue seen this in men with too greate effvsione of blood to the brain or as doctors call (it,) grosse apoplectickal humours. Wherfore I am in som dowte whether to physicke him with bleeding or no, lest that he be weake and dye therby, or that the poysone that is in him should fowllly contaminate vs all.<\/span><\/div>\n
Flettcher saith belyke the sacke was som draughte as thatte devised by Paracelsvs to make a manne yonge again, & as proofe of this tells me it be knowen that Spayne hath sowt suche in the natural watters of Florida, the which I knew afore, but I told him nott, onely that he should speak noe carelesse word therof. Privily I doe consyder with myselfe whether it is not so, & the bottel had suche a draughte therin; & that Crokeham had come to noe harm had he not drunke it all incontynent, but by excesse is strucke down. Yf it be so, Dee mvst haue the other (bottle) to prove. Belyke the draughte, yf tempered with som more gentler physicke, may yeat serve to grant long youthe to our soverign Ladie, to the lasting checke of Spayne.<\/span><\/div>\n
Wherfore I haue locked the said boxe safe away, noe man but I to know wher vntyll {As Christ Jesu grant} I see Deptford & maye convey it to Waylsynghamme, wher he shall do as he thinks most mete. I haue sworn to Flettcher his face that an he prate more in this, he shall be soundly whipt.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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This daie dyed Crokeham, at two o\u2019clock in the morning, after a great palsie that shook him upwards of three owers. Had I never met him afore but onely at the last ower I would haue said & sworn that the poor knave were a boye of syxeteen, though he is fowllly dead for all that. I gave order he should be made away privily, Moone and Carie to bring the round shot & wynding sheete & bear all. This was done & we commytted him to the sea & Flettcher spake the office for the dead, spedelley & quiet in the dark. & at first lighte I spake to
\nthe saylers and said: That the manne was dead, by poyson as we thowght, throw his rash want of forethowght, but noe strange thyng attended his going as som myght unwisely saye. & this they well understood & drew off their cappes but murmured nott, wherat I was well pleased.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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